2009-11-06 at 5:43 p.m.
coming and coming and coming
i came more than ten times last night. i stopped counting when i hit double digits. i know this is no big deal for most women. but i had never come more than 3 times before. but last night, i just kept coming. i eventually had to force myself to stop. it was nice.
i read him what i wrote a few days ago. i wrote it for me but i read it for him. he needed to hear it. he needed to stop apologizing. he needed to know that we could still talk, that i could still help him, without me reading into it. it felt good. we talked about fucking. and i got turned on, really turned on for the first time since the break-up. that felt good too.
my cunt has felt amazing all day. i have continued to feel turned on all day. i know it's only because i talked to him. and because we talked about fucking. but i enjoyed the thought of his beautiful cock in my mouth while i came over and over again. and i enjoyed telling him about it after, almost as much.
bad idea, i know. but i don't care. with him, i never did.
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